Thoreau said these words 150 years or so ago. Fast forward to 2012, they mean something crazy profound and very real to me. I haven't been able to write in some time for a number of reasons - mainly because I had been struggling and was having a hard time putting my thoughts and feelings into words. I also was not super happy with where I was and did not want to just whine and complain and bore my readers and feel sorry for myself. And so I took a huge step for me and left the company that I had a hand in helping to grow and the co-workers that were my friends and who I felt a tremendous sense of loyalty to. I had to focus on me and quite honestly had lost who I was in the previous months. (I do not recommend this to anyone). I leaned heavily on many people and can never express how grateful I am for their love and support. With their help, time, several doctors and perhaps another thing or two that I don't want to mention, I am better. Life is good again, thank goodness. I don't have a high power position and a steady income but I do have my sanity and myself back and to say it feels good is such an understatement!
Several days ago, we went to visit Bubi for a wonderful afternoon of visiting, food and marveling and Makenna and the amazing little person she is. Bubi gave me this quote as a wall decal - how perfect. All is well with the universe again. I don't necessarily know what tomorrow holds, I don't know what my next move job wise will be or where even but I do know that I am smiling a lot. That I am getting to spend time with people that matter to me. That I am doing what I want to do. That loving life is so super important and I never want to do anything but feel that way. And so world, I am back.
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